LONGLY AWAITING 2006 WELL. i seriously hope that 2006 will be a year which RAWKS. HAHA. well im not blogging my resolutions down. HEEHEE. so well just wanna wish all of you HAPPY NEW YEAR. AND SEE YOU IN 2 days time ((:
oh wells, there is nothing much to do around. i've been eating tibits the whole day. alrightts, my mum isnt in a very good mood all thanks to my brother. idiot man him. sometimes he is so the sickening!!! finding things to do now. ONCE AGAIN ;; happy chinese new year (((((:WAHHHHAS. this entry is ubber crap. and i have tonns of homeworks to be done. TRASH!!!
I`ve given up on giving up slowly
I`m blending in so you won`t even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
And this one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know to live you must give your life away
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here for the 4compassion blog
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ehhs. i dont know what else to blog. oh ya. ms jeya(english teacher) told us that we will be doing somewhat a journal thing in our own blog. so we gave her our blog add. so better stop talking rubbish or she will know. HAHA. danger alert!! thats all for now. blog another entry real soon kayys. ((((((((:
GRILLED SHRIMP AND PEPPER. sick and tired of it. (pringles lahh)
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wake up and straight away use my computer. and changed my skin. i cant find any nice skin around. except this one. i kinda like the colour cobo. very cheery, though im not so. at least it makes me feel better rights (((: then dont feel like eating rice so ate maggie. anyways goodness im in love with relient k songs. hahahahaha.
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And i`ve been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And i`ve been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And i`ve been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there`s no way of knowing where to go
I promise im going
Because I got to get out of here
I`m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I got to get out of here
And I`m begging you
I`m begging you
I`m begging you to be my escape
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HAHAS. so in class we started laying the food. then we "pop" the sparkling juice. from 3rd floor down to 1st floor. it was hell of a fun time. well i think i drink too much cause i started burping like a few times. WAHHAS. thank god i did not burp during the performance. then 915am left class to do final rehearsal for the stupid Performance. After that, we went to change and stuffs. And arghh time to perform. Totally embarrassment cann. I just donnt like performing. RAHHHS. Well after so. went back to the class sitting there. then had p.d and then prize presentation. bleahhhs. but 4compassion won the lantern competition at least (((: and 5agape won the first. and we got second but wasnt announce. ms lim told us. WAHHHAS. we put in loadds of effort though. then took the prize and arghhhhhhhhh take photo. CRAAPPY MANN. i seriously think i need to go for plastic surgery.
After school, around 1230. went to tpy. with denise and nichola. it was boring lahhs. ate at bk and walk around till 215. took mrt solo-ly. cause nichola and denise went to take bus. oh wells. reach yishun mrt. decided to take a cab home. was too lazy to walk home lahhs. waited for nearly 15 minutes to get a cab. the que was LONGGGGG.
alrights. think tomorrow night will have dinner. and sunday should be visiting relatives, my mum side. should be only. see first. RIGHTS!
okays the end.
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school was totally ROTTEN.
alrights. so no social studies.
had maths. maths teacher was in bad mood somehow.
she didnt teach us. after that was english
class was pretty not noisy.
even my english teacher was shock that 4compassion was not noisy at all.
SHOCKK!! alrights.
then was recess, normal food.
after that was physics.
teacher never come again.
so had the "shit down" teacher.
WAHHHHAS.
after that was malay.
we did our workbook and some planning for the performance tomorrow.
ARGHH. tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then here comes the bad thing.
had history.
then the teacher say all those who never go for remedial lesson yesterday stand outside class.
very well. the malay girls and some other peeps went out too.
she then told us to write down the reason why we didnt go yesterday.
we like told her that we cant go already. then she say no.
but my malay teacher excused us.
then the history teacher say reason no accepted.
and we will be punish if so.
i was like. what the......................
we told you cann.
argghiiies.
nurul cried. i also dunno why.
i cant stand the teacher
I LOST INTEREST IN HISTORY.
anyways.
tomorrow having class party!!!
after school went to town.
cathay cine. watch i not stupid too, with nichola, qiuhan, huishan and yijun.
at the tix counter saw sean ting brother. haha. they sound alike.
rights.
330 start. bought nachos and stuffs.
the movie was touching cann.
though it was in cheena.
got subtitles lahh.
and all of us cried cann.
WAHHAS.
dont laugh!!!
anyways.
movie ended 540.
went down to heeren.
see stuffs. then walk down to paragon.
bought ice cream.
then went market place to buy junk food for tomorrow party.
left town around 7.05pm.
reach home 8 plus. was pretty late.
but i wasnt being questioned and nagg.
YEAHHS. (((((:
oh wells. i gotta go
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IM TOTALLY CRUSHED.
IVE BEEN HURT.
IM LITERALLY DEAD.
IM STUCK IN REALITY.
IM ALL SHATTERED.
I HATE THE FEELING OF THIS.
IM JUST A FREAK.
I RATHER TAKE MC'S FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
I HATE REALITY.
I HATE MYSELF.
I SCREWED UP MY LIFE. SOMEHOW.
I MIGHT AS WELL BE KNOCK DOWN BY THE CAR JUST NOW.
MY SADNESS AND ANGER ARE ALL FOR YOU PEOPLE TO SEE.
SO THIS IS THE TRUE ME.
GET IT. I CANT HANDLE MY LIFE.
IM IN A REALITY NIGHTMARE
IM BREAKING DOWN.
IM SUCH A CRY BABY.
EVERYTHING I WILL CRY ALSO.
im just a pile of dung
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i hate test.
so like this is my second time blogging today.
im just bored.
its not that i have nothing to do.
I ACTUALLY HAVE LOADDS OF STUFFS TO DO.
but i just cant concerntrate.
i simply love school cause its better than home. i guess.
but all the homeworks and test are just ARGHH.
heard that the week after chinese new year would be our common test.
DAMNN. how in the world i can pass all my subjects.
even a simple topic of ecology and i get confuse.
well. it isnt simple i guess.
tomorrow having a test on it.
rahhhs. i want to pass it.
but i cant concerntrate to even study.
HELP.
oh well. looks like i have no choice but to study this time.
haii. im sick of studying and homework.
BUT I LOVE SCHOOL.
)))))))))): stress.
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alrights so woke up super late today.
6.45 like that.
suppose to meet eileen 6.45.
i was so LATE!
then rush here and there.
reach school late.
725am. i was the last girl before the gate close.
i manage to get in thanks to elgin.
PHEWWS.
i didnt want to run or go dc and stuffs.
so thank god i never kena.
as per normal morning assembly.
BLAHHHS. then had 6 periods of FNN.
well we had practical first.
we cooked pilau. (rice with some raisin and stuffs)
and some stew.
taste pretty okay.
alrights. than had theory.
was okay lahh.
after that was recess then blahhh blahh.
after school went to cut hair.
i think its weird.
my fringe.
im so prepared to be laughh by people.
HAIII.
wells. thats all.
staying back tomorrow for the dumbb performance!
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want to sleep now.
but i have physics test ; MAGNETISM.
i have not study yet.
i hate today i mean not in school but at home.
i tell you more soon.
Today was too tired to wake up.
my eyes were like so weak to open.
anyways. as per normal school and stuffs.
after school had to deco class.
WAHHH!! i think its okay lahh.
we put in effort.
and left school around 6.
and damn i forgot to pass up my FNN homework!!!
MS LIM gonna kill me!!!
ahhhhhs. oh well.
when i reached home.
i got scolded.
nagged.
lectured and stuffs.
i cried.
cannot take it already.
haii. nahhs. i dun care for now.
alrights. thats all.
my Internet so sicckk!!!!!!!
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im still online.
want to sleep but like dont want also.
alrights. im so not looking forward to my phone bill.
HAAHAS. anyways tomorrow is like monday.
haii. reading period will be even sickker.
you guys should know why by now.
anyways. i guess im starting to have PANDA EYES.
urghhh. i hate the loadds.
its like ugly!
oh wells. i dont know what else to blog.
i hope tomorrow we are able to finsh the CNY DECO.
hopefully.
(((((((:
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im so not in a good mood today.
even before i get off my bed i started thinking of homeworks.
that was when i get pissed.
i hate homeworks.
me and homeworks can never be friends.
arghh. i hate the feeling of it.
had breakfast.
and started staring at the mirror.
i have to mosquito bites.
that even makes me more pissed.
idiot mozzies.
I HATE YOU!
and i so called wanted to do my homework.
after see-ing my table full of books.
i lost my freaking interest again!
so i did nothing.
i stone around until something comes into my mind.
WHICH PRETTY MUCH MAKES ME WORRIED.
so i started thinking of the class deco.
goodness. the crep papers at the corridor are now wet and ugly.
thanks to the RAIN!
and deco have to be done by 4 tomorrow.
HOW IN THE WORLD DO YOU EXPECT US TO FINISH WITHING HALF HOUR.
the god damn english remedial is going on from 230-330.
IM SO FREAKING WORRIED.
nothing much is done.
the whole place looks empty.
except the back.
i just gonna faint soon.
people might think whats the use of deco-ing.
and tell me to heck care.
WELL FYI i aint those heck care attitude person when it comes to this.
arghhhs.
IM HATING EVERYTHING.
THE PRESSURE IS MAKING ME SICK!
oh ya! i forgot to tell you this.
yesterday on the way home.
in the 804 bus.
there is this two girls behind me.
TALKING ABOUT ME.
they say i put loadds of hair clip on my hair for style.
BLOODYY IDIOTS.
i have loadds of fly away hair cann!
i dont use them for style.
do u think i love them.
then they say that they only use one or two clips on their hair.
just for secure.
ya. i need to secure my whole head cannot meh!
i bet you guys are just jealous that u dont have enough money to buy hair clips.
you think u all talk in malay i dont know meh.
i study malay.
i look like one i think!
come on lahh.
are you guys blind or what.
and they say that their school dont allow them to use hair clips.
like loadds of them.
excuse me thats your school problem.
it aint mine.
so mind your own bussiness.
KEPOS!
i hope one day you guys also neeed to use hair clip until alot.
or even better.
CUT YOU HAIR BOTAK!
sickos.
ARGHHHH!
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all phs people are happily invited.
this coming friday.
FOC.
see natasha and the rest making a fool out of ourselfs.
not gonna give any details here.
watch it for yourself.
ALRIGHTTS.
so today woke up.
then went out for the meeting.
its at amk mac.
but meet at mrt first.
me and siti came on time.
then fairuz.
then sonam and kavita.
and yanti met her at mac.
RIRIN is totally getting into my nerves.
she damn freaking told me that she was going for the meeting.
and in the end she freakingly say not coming.
arghh. i so hate her.
for now.
im still pissed with her.
SHE TOLD ME SHE GOING LOR.
i call her thousands of time never answer me!
well.
meeting and stuffs.
reach home around 7.
now gonna do my homeworks.
LIST OF HOMEWORKS ;
1chapter biology assesment homework.
Maths paper 1 homework.
1 chapter of history notes.
TESTS THIS COMING WEEK;
malay on monday and physics on tuesday.
im so gonna be dead very soon.
i still have chinese new year deco/hamper to be done by monday and wednesday.
someone help me please.
im feeling the pressure of being a student.
and i know it aint easy.
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super de duper long lahhs.
anyways today morning while having lessons.
the "firedrill alarm" went.
DAMNNN. so went down to field.
was terribly hot. i think.
then DM say upper secondary did well.
((((((:
he also say the alarm was someone playing a joke.
THAT PERSON IS SO SICK.
totally mann.
then had other subjects and stuffs.
and here come 1245.
went down for lunchhie.
ate jelly.
then set off to the old folks home.
well the first thing i saw was like a dog.
HUGEE DOGGIE!
anyways. then we went to do a performance.
thats like dumbb.
we sang the barney and friends I LOVE YOU song.
howw lamee.
BLANKKS?
aighhts. then we left.
around 5 we reached school.
then did some class deco till 645.
went home with jessie,joby,clarinda and sockteng.
reach home 715.
damn exhausted...
and tomorrow have meeting.
malay kinda thing.
CRAPPS!
arghhhhh.
130 meet at AMK control station.
zzzzzzz.
thats all.
im tired!!!
automatic wheelchairs are pretty slow
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as you can see from my blog title.
im a messy girl today.
like totally.
things are getting out of hand.
like studying and collecting thinggs.
anyhow, so today s.s teacher didnt came.
so there is this old man take over our class.
the "shit down" teacher. WAHHHAS.
he allowed us to do chinese new year deco.
so what we did was to do the back board.
and crep papers on the wall.
cassandra offered help but she keep ruining things instead
well cassandra good that u know that
then. had maths.
maths teacher was pretty moody at first.
im still having a bad time understanding STATISTIC.
i just simply dont get it.
HERES WAT COME NEXT.
english!!
whoa. my english teacher was like MORE MOODY.
she came in and like ask me to read out the name of those who pass up compre.
then she told us that we are not doing our work and stuffs.
after that she ask who never hand in journal.
wahh she was in a terrible mood cann.
then she somewhat scolded aud tan.
coz reading chart haven do yett.
she was like totally gonna hit roof top.
then she ask me to colllect the whole class worksheets.
and here it goes. my whole table messy.
recess ate as usual.
RICE. im so getting sick of it.
imagine 4 years same old foodie.
then was physics.
we played around with magnets in the lab.
so cool. me and sherry did something damn stupid.
anyhow, then was malay.
yanti say saturday meet.
im not so sure i can go or not.
wells. then was history.
kena scolded from teacher cause never do notes.
like i dont understand any thing!
then she scolded here and there.
and we had argument somehow.
denise tell her that all of us dont understand anything and stuffs.
then after lesson denise broke into tears.
then aud tan then me.
me cry? coz i see them cry then i also cry.
im sucha freak man. then thank god teacher never see me cry.
aud tan and denise was brought down to talk to the teacher.
aud say the teacher will try to change.
oh wells i will wait and see.
CF period did deco.
FUNNN.
after school had the training.
siann. was pretty tired.
then my friend say the sec 5 class went to take their cheena new year deco back.
then grab the whole box.
and one person also say that we 4c can dont bother deco-ing coz they won last year.
who caress. as long as 4c have teamwork and put in the effort
I WILL BE MORE THAN HAPPY CANN!!
hope whoever you are read my blog lahh.
then went LGS. for dinner.
and home ((:
ive got fnn hw!!!!!!!
im sucha freaky person. somehow. i think
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last night use the phone till late lahh.
like till morning.
anyways i woke up late.
640am. like i usually wake up 515am.
my gosh i overslept cann.
then rushh here and there.
took mrt to school with eileen.
sorry i was late.
MRT WAS SO PACK!
reach school straight away go to hall.
then had reading period.
was super boring. what you expect from articles?
after that was chapel.
as per usual ; BASEMENT.
did nothing much just more of talking.
then had history.
PE WAS LIKE SO FUNNY CANN.
so we had like some volleyball thingy going on.
so we had to practice.
i realise the net is to tall for me.
im not saying im short.
im tall okays.
but the net is just taller than me (((:
CRAPPS.
p.e teacher teaches us this method .
LEFT RIGHT LEFT JUMP (HIT)
u should see how i did it lahh.
the ball dunno go where i also dunno go where.
then suddenly the ball hit my back.
evil cassandra laughh at me.
ARGHH.
then had recess and stuffs.
after school stayed back to 6,
now at home slacking.
i hate history notes homework.
EHHS. where is my volleyball ?
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today was full of crapp and stuffs man.
well as per normal we had assembly.
then there was announcement ;
1) chairperson go to canteen to meet a teacher
2) all malay and higher malay students meet at the foyer.
wonderfully i have to go both.
so i was too lazy to walk to the canteen and stuffs.
so i ask suzanne help then she ask dunno who to help me lahh.
oh well anyways. i went to the foyer,
this is were the crappy stuffs start.
so the hod told us that we malay students have to put up a performance on cheena new year.
i mean the celebration. like what crapp can we do.
like sorry to say but kind of waste of time.
and BLAH BLAH BLAH.
after that was fnn.
change class to ms lim class now.
heyys its pretty fun to be in her class.
bad news ; im friendless there cause nurul the other side.
maybe the reason god plan this is to make me pay attention more?
yeps. then after studying 3 topics in a row.
we had recess.
ate mee rebus. translate ; boiled noodles?
i think.
after that was english. then maths.
and here comes the best part.
The whole class was pretty noisy.
FINE IT WAS TOTALLY NOISY.
eg. i dragged cassandra to 4e until she begged me to stop.
eg. people screaming
eg. i and cassandra quarrel till we nearly hit the roof top
last eg. cassandra kept on calling "daddy" and celeste kept on calling "mummy"
like wassup with that lahh.
and suddenly this teacher came over.
he called out for chairman, vice chairman and marshall.
so happily i went out.
i thought the teacher was not going to scold us.
here is what the teacher say ;;
"sorry that my english is poor but (say softly and pause for 5 seconds) WHAT THE HELL YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?"
i was like whoaa. scaryy mann. its like total embarrassment infront of the sec 2 class lahh.
then after being scold and stuffs went back class.
after that vp came. she praise our class. well not badd
then had physics.
After school stayed back.
then go behind school buy cheena new year deco.
then now home ((((:
noisy class means teamwork is going on.
get it.
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im not suppose to use the computer now.
cause im like suppose to be doing all my homeworks.
i have tons of them.
teacher hasnt give me a single break.
well not only me. maybe even you lahh.
rights ((:
so today as per normal reading period.
finally i stop reading on the article on birdflu.
actually i read NOTHING.
wahhhhas.
i was just looking around and staring at the article.
i only pretend to read when teachers walk past.
then after reading period all chairperson had to go to the foyer,
the chinese new year thing.
CRAPPP! they want us to make hamper for the elderly peeps.
well me and aud mah suggested baby food since they have no teeth.
we also have to make lanterns out of red packets.
like common who knows how to do that i mean in 4compassion. i think.
Lastly was the class deco.
every year also have to do.
banggg! after that had english lessons.
was fun.
and here comes the confusing part.
change in time table and my form teacher didnt tell me or anyone.
then had malay.
after that recess.
and it goes on.
and piles of homework were given.
After school went j8.
then went back schoo.
around 6 left school.
and now at home.
so gonna do my homework.
I MUST DO.
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It certainly is a sight watching you run at top speed,
but even the most efficient and fantastic high performance machines need a rest
-- really.
It's time to radically shift gears and find ways to relax.
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erm. bad news again.
i have not done my homework.
all i did was 15 questions out of 30 questions of my food and nutrition homework.
DAMN, i had to rely on the red book which pretty give me nothing but all crap.
lets see. i still have two english journals to be completed by tomorrow.
4 maths questions of sine and cosine rules which i have no idea how to do.
and history assignment.
i wish i someone to help me complete all this craps.
im left with less than 5 hours to complete them all.
i love maths but i just hate one question from the book.
because of it i lost my mood in doing all my homeworks.
THANKS SO MUCH HUH.
i spent my whole afternoon wasting time watching tv and also did something to my more corner.
I HATE MYSELF NOW.
wahhhas, tomorrow is monday and ARGHH. reading period.
i hate the article.
goodness its so boring and it cost $2.80.
i dont mind the price but i totally mind the boring articles in them.
looks like im so gonna read the article on bird flu AGAIN.
this is so perfect right?
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
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i was suppose to do my homework today.
but i slept instead. finally had some afternoon nap.
sleep until 430pm and left house to go bro house.
around 630pm went causeway point for dinner.
wanted swensen. but as per usual pack.
so decided to eat at SIAM kitchen. not bad.
thai food. pretty spicy. but nice ((((:
ate loadds = FATTS.
haahs. anyways after dinner went cold storage to shop for stuffs.
bought loadds of junk foodies. and my bro paid.
thanks so much.
after that went gelare for ice-cream.
Dad treat everyone. another special thanks.
ate cookies and cream ice cream.
YUMMILICIOUS.
after that went home.
tomorrow my mom birthday.
well today was her birthday treat lahh.
ahhhhs! i haven get her anything yet.
i dunno what she really wants.
maybe i get for her perfume.
ya. maybe i should.
alrights.
im so gonna not sleep the whole day tmr.
i got tonns of work to do,
well. thats all. (((((((:
It's time to take control and prioritize when it comes to your life. What's not working? What is? What can you apply from the areas that are running smoothly to the areas that are a little more cantankerous?
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alrights so today wake up rather early.
i wanted to go for cca open house.
but then liling cant make it.
so forget it, i'll stay home.
OH WELLS. im planning to do my homework real soon.
lets see what kinda homework i have.
MATHS ; HISTORY ; FNN.
oh great. i have no freaking idea how im going to do my FNN.
i lost my sec 3 green book.
and i went to pop. bookshop and they change the fnn book.
the white colour one. it cost like 30 bucks.
DAMN. school books are eating my money.
how clumsy can i get for losing my FNN book.
pissed. ARGHHHSS.
okays. thats all for now.
gonna do homewoke.
(((((:
It's fine if others want to obediently settle for mediocrity,
but you not only know better,you need more.
Go ahead and explore the outer limits of what you want to accomplish.
Your determination gets you there.
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sounds pretty scary and stuffs.
oh well not going to blog that kind of stuffs down lahh.
as you can see i change my blogskin again.
i change the alignment thingy. is that what u call it?
whatever it is.
alrights. so today morning woke up rather late.
so thought met eileen late but in the end normal time.
so i discover i can wake up later. WAHHAS.
met eileen and took the bus down school.
finally. i really mean finally. ITS NOT RAINY.
thank god. reach school.
wahhh!!! i left the english book article thingy in class.
so ran up to class with aud mah.
and then assembly.
had reading period after that. me and aud tan. was like talking and talking.
like come-on the article is so boring.
maths lesson came next. was pretty okayys.
after maths was malay.
there wasnt bell so 3d was a lil late.
so waited for them outside class and went down.
malay today was so funn!!
we had this role play thing going on.
i wasnt involve in dialogue.
i was the narrator.
EASYY.
rightttt.....then had recess.
canteen was more pack.
at least today no one cut 'q'
im happy.
okays dont wish to blog much about recess q-ing up.
while eating sock teng told me i kena dental.
damn. i dont know whether i was happy or sad.
weird me.
so dragg to dentist.
i have no holes in my teeth ((((:
COOL.
anyways braces looks cool!
are they really cool?
WAHHHHASS.
then physics lesson.
didnt hear much cause i was in the dentist.
so like left 5min of physics lesson.
erm. then other lessons continued which i forgotten.
during assembly period was home period.
so guess what.
3 classes combine in 1 class.
4c,d and e.
after school, stayed back till 6.
did some class thing.
and class rules.
loadds of cca were having their cca today.
yeah. well thats all.
The outside world is filled with interruptions,
and what i need right now more than anything is solitude.
Creative projects and other artistic endeavours really get underway when you're alone.
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but overall not badd lahhs.
so the parade square ground is wet so assembled at the hall.
today was bb day. so they had message and stuffs.
after morning assembly, went back class.
had mathematics (2 periods), was trying to finish my work.
on the area of triangle for a non right angle triangle.
1/2 (b)(c) sin A. ((:
HAHAS. minus the smiley face.
so while aud.nichola.qiuhan talk and talk i did my work.
then SS. woohhoo! teacher never come.
enjoy life. talk more. sceam and more. WAHHASS.
then came english. just did the summary. thats all.
RECESS!
arghh. the 'q' was like short at first.
like only 4 people infront of me.
then came this people friends all from sec 3.
like from 4 people infront of me to like more than 6.
and they also buy for friends and blahhs.
well if only i know them then i will start screaming.
i was rather pissed lahh. like come-on.
i need to buy cme file before recess end.
GOSHH. slapp them all lahh!
HAHAHAH. nevermind lahh. afterall they are sec 3s.
oh well. forgivenn.
after recess was physics (2periods)
mr choo wasted 4 periods on teaching us about WAVES.
like damnn. waste my time lahh.
he saw the express syllabus.
thank god tomorrow no test.
friday thirteen gives us test. weird right.
so since waves isnt in our syllabus yet, we have no test.
GOOD NEWS. for the first time in sec 4 life i was actually awake during physics lessons.
we learn magnetism. FUNN MANN.
i was like copy-ing downn notes.
i feel that physics aint that badd afterall.
so then had history.
normal lorr. CONFLICTS.
next week start on cold war.
is the war really cold?
CME wasnt badd too. we did portfolio.
anyways fyi. im broke.
maybe not yet. but soon.
maybe tomorrow.
maybe now.
i dunno.
it seems like ive been donating money to school books and stuff.
hahs.
after school stay back till 4.
Is it really such a good idea?
Yes, it seems infinitely appealing,
but think about the ramifications.
More importantly, think about how similar situations in the past have gotten you into a heap of troubles.
BANGGGGGGG. ((((:
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does it make sense? oh well..
whatever it is. im here to blog stuffs down.
had morning assembly in hall. coz it was kinda cloudy like going to rain.
yeah AGAIN. then reading period was boring.
i keep on reading the same article.
the one about bird flu. i find it the most interresting of all.
i was so going to sleep. but tahan till reading period end.
then DM told us which staircase to go to chapel. i didnt really bother much
cause it doesnt concern me at all. yups.
CHAPEL.
sat at the basement and started doing my malay homework.
i was pretty noisy cause i kept asking whether need to do "bina ayat"
BINA AYAT = FORM SENTENCES.
but in the end i also never do.
only ririn and siti did. so majority wins ((:
wahasss. after chapel went back class. and here comes...
HISTORY.
was late for lessons.
i mean the whole class.
so left 10mins and did some group work.
PE!!
finally our dear cassandra ng did her PE.
F-I-N-A-L-L-Y.
did some warming up which were funny and weird.
thenn...
accompany her runn.
i nearly DRAGGG.
she run 1 round. she complain tired.
2 rounds started laughing cause sean ting shoe went off.
3 round. like going to faint like that.
hahas. ((((:
guess what!!?
WE HAD 2 PERIODS OF RECESS.
damn i enjoy it so much cann.
then had malay.
i realise something.
i cannit speak malay well in malay class.
when im out of malay class. i speak malay more.
wassup with that?
during maths lesson was funny mann.
khai wee told miss chong that travis grab his butt.
and ian started saying that shawn fang grab our english teacher butt.
LIKE WTH?
BUTTS AND GRABBING.
perverts and gays.
miss chong was like laughing away.
HAHAHA.
during english period we had group work.
okays me, nichola, audrey and qiu han realise that shawn came from some aliented place.
he talk things which we dont understand well.
like.
FUSHHTER = faster.
LOL. how lame can it get.
oh mann. i forgot!!
i got loadds of homework chasing me.
i gotta do before i get caught.
Are you fully aware of how lucky you are?
There are some amazing people in your life who have been guiding forces and inspiration on your path.
In fact, some of the most difficult ones have taught you the most.
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please do to my archive at the bottom ((:
THANKS. oh well. RAHHS. im suppose to do my homework.
but. GUESS WHAT? i have not start anything yet.
im so dissapointed with myself. i think.
it wasnt my fault cann, my cousins came over.
so i have to entertain them right.
and gosh they went home like half an hour ago only!!!
i think i will do my homework(s) very soon.
how forgetful can natasha get!?!
i forgot to bring home my english textbook.
so i had rachel to scan them for me.
HATE IT. and my printer is forever no ink.
THIS SUCKKS.
alrighhts. tomorrow school.
im going to do my homework now.
ttyl.
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dont really bother much. im so happy im not going out.
my mom doing the kueh lapis nescafe. im suppose to help, BUT i gave up after 2 layers.
HAHAS. well if i were to carry on doing, i still wont be able to eat it.
cause its not for me. its for my brother. he is collecting it later.
but i will cope some from him. THATS A MUST.
i never try it before what. does it taste weird? I DONT KNOW.
well today looks pretty cloudy again. the weather is cold too.
brr. its cold in the morning. so watch tv just now. actually planning to watch music award later.
but than suddenly no mood, i dunno. see first lahh.
IM IN A MOOD TO STUDY.
goshh! natasha want to study. UNBELIEVABLE. ((:
alrights. finally i have the archive thingy on.
YAHHOO. okays, anyways selamat hari raya haji.
RIGHTTT..
when i was just a little girl.
i ask my mother what would i be.
will i be pretty
will i be rich
here's what she said to me.
CRAPPP!
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well the good thing is im going to stay at home the whole day.
most probably i will be watching television and do my homeworks. HOMEWORKS URGHHH!
so well today school was pretty boring. and now online using the internet is even more BORING.
somehow the world seems so boring to me. BORINGGG.
there isnt anything interesting and fun to discover. wednesday school.
DRAGGG. got pe. i pray that i wont be the 2.4 or i will just dragg even more.
OHH MAN. im such a weakling. i think. im energy-less.
i need some kinda vitamin to make me strong.
alrights. gonna stop here.
BORING.BORING.BORING.
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i change it again. NO NO. not my blogskin.
i change the way it looks. it was suppose to be a lil of brown and stuff. BUT.
what i did was to make it green by using some program. ((:
ITS GREEN. i love it. cause im a green lover. LOVER? yep a lover.
erm whatever lahhs. alright so tomorrow school. ARGHH.
i have not finish my dear mathematics homework.
and stuffs. OHHH DEARR. i better do it later before i sleep.
i think i will like sleep late today.
GOSSHH. the weather is still freezing cold. i wonder if i still want to on my air con.
HMM. anyways, tomorrow have reading period. OH NO!!! not that book article againn.
i just dont like them. but i have no choice. and just dont ever remind me of history.
IT KILLS ME. rammmppppppp. im not a happy person now.
dont ever make me angry or i will eat you up.
LOLOLOLS. so tuesday is hari raya haji. requesting my mum to stay home.
cause im lazy to go out. she say maybe stay home and cook food.
and guess what. THE COOK OF THE DAY (for hari raya haji) WILL BE ;; master chef tashha!
RIGHTTS.
okays. will blog tomorrow.
gonna help loretta with her tag board and off the comp to do my work.
HAVEFUNSLEEPING. hahaha
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WAHHH! when i woke up, its like raining so heavily cann. so cold. my room is like freaking cold.
the floor is like ice-y feeling. GET IT? oh well. wanted to sleep again but cant cause need to go for some wedding.
SO DRAGGED OF BED. and get ready for the wedding. around 130pm left house.
no mood to go out actually. so the wedding place was at changi area. some terrace house at jalan greja.
reach there was still RAINING. i was drenched. the umbrella doesnt help much.
the food there was okay lahh. not too good. okay im criticizing. HAHAH. so after that went home.
and now hello IM AT HOME. its still raining heavily. wonder when will it stop? tomorrow?
okays tomorrow school and i have no mood. GOT HISTORY WHAT.
arghhh. blog soon.
RAIN RAIN RAIN.
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its been a cloudy day. thats why mum decided to stay home as she also wants me to finish my homework.
ARGH. homework, assigments and blahhs. i just have no mood to do them. tasha and homework dont work well together.
today i was pissed cause i kinda spoil my room computer. i was trying to take something and the computer eventually fell.
like BOOM! thank god that computer isnt with the internet connection or ill be just dead. so i tried to on it. ITS SPOIL. damnn.
i so want to throw it away now. DAMN its occupying space. hahas. oh well i might just throw it away soon. and beg my mum for a new one
WITH AN INTERNET CONNECTION. so i dont need to use the computer which is found in the hall where my dad always buggs me to off it early.
PRAYY. but then on the other hand. i dont mind not having another computer. hmm. CRAPPS. alrights. so cleared my room drawers.
found out that i have been hiding foods in it. wonder if the ants found my secret food hiding place. i have foods like potato chips, oreo, sweets, chocolate and more. guess i do spent my allowance on food. better stop that habit of mine. i buy junk foods as if there isnt any tomorrow and like it can last me for like thousands of years. OH DEAR.
after clearing the drawers of food, my mum said this. coz i was carrying like thousands of food.
MUM : so are you running away?
NATASHA : RUNNING AWAY?
MUM : yes. why are you carrying so much food. and where did all those come from.
NATASHA : haha. im not running away. im eating all of them away. and they come from some shops.
MUM : you keep them all in your room! (she raised her voice)
NATASHA : yup. incase im hungry in the middle of the night.
MUM : YOU BETTER STOP EATING OF YOU WILL GO TO TAF CLUB LIKE YOU WERE IN PRIMARY 3.
my gosh! my mum was like so concern of me gaining weight and not growing taller. HAHA. weird. well maybe i should stop eating loadds of food.
((:
im suppose to be doing my homework now. okays so i gonna do them. I MUST.
I CAN DO EAT.
I MEAN I CAN DO IT.
WAHAAS
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so today morning met eileen as per usual. reached school 710am. school was rather full of acivities.
like camps and courses. sec ones had some orientation camp. sec twos we having something else.
sec threes werent in school in the morning as they had adventure camp. sec fours express had some courses.
well well. sec four NA had nothing but study. imagine how boring and empty was the school.
reading period was totally boring. the article they gave which cost 2.80 was so boring. i wanna tell ms jeya. ((:
HAHHA. no lahh i wont tell. so i pretty much stoned at the book and stare. i seriously have no mood tp read at all.
so after reading period had mathematics. WONDERFUL. im partnerless and there isnt anyone infront of me.
NICHOLA and the rest all go for sec 3 adventure camp. i was bored lahh. so i did my mathematics.
after maths was erm. malay. FREE PERIOD ((: thank god. so slacked around. walked around.
then RECESS! went to eat. canteen was pretty packed cann. anyways had physics after recess.
and more. assembly period was used for physics.!!! ARGHHHH. hahhs. study waves. kinda fun. somehow.
SCHOOL WAS SO EMPTY. IT SUCKS. NO HUMAN BEINGS HANGING AROUND AFTER SCHOOL. a school w/o people.
so stayed back till 830pm. to help with the parent teacher conference. hahha. reached home 930pm like that.
so now gonna sleep and do something soon. so FYI im not in a really good mood so dont irritate me.
THANKS.
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RECESS! after recess was physics. i just simply cant understand why i will always be sleepy during physics lesson. hmm. weird. ARGH HISTORY. i use to love history. i lost interest. i was made to stand till like almost the whole class answer the question just because i never bring book. IM SO GONNA DO SELF STUDY
after school went to amk central to cut suzanne's hair. before that ate at kfc and thenn off to get her hair cut. reach home around 630 like that. ya. okays gtg do homewwork. ((:? ):?
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So i dont know where to take class key. i was gundu enough to go up class and then go down collect key. so open class door. first period was home period. had to surrender 5 bucks. WAHHH. broke already lahh. kidding. claim money from mum back. after that was history. some new teacher. HAD PE. mr ang our pe teacher. he ask the whole class cca. and must tell former cca and blahhs. i told him ncc and then i said library. a miracle happened. FINALLY HE DIDNT ASK ME AGAINN WHY I QUIT NCC. hahahahha. oh well, so im like in library somehow. had p.e. im angry. eileen and other class recess is like earlier than us. not fair. i was like HUNGRYY. then our recess is like sec 1 time. and i need to buy things from book shop and its pack with humans. and canteen was like some fun fair thingy. argh, so decided not to eat. after recess. MALAY. new teacher. she is okay lahh. quite fun i think. after that was maths and english.
after school was a mess. a stupid mess. ahahhaa.
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alright. i cant blog everyday now. i think so only free time then i blog kayyys. HAVE A NICE SCHOOL DAY. whatever.
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SO. in nine hours time. is school. well i ask suzanne to wake up call me also. HAHAHA. and ya i plan to sleep around 930. CRAP? no. im just scared i cant wake up tomorrow. so i gtg.
TIE.
PENCIL CASE WITH STATIONARIES.
REPORT BOOK
STORY BOOK.
BLAHH BLAHH BLAHH
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ANYWAYS. i went out to collect my altered school skirt. THANK GOD IT WASNT LONG AND NOT TOO SHORT. i love it mann. i guess. FYI im still pissed cause there isnt size 17 uniform. well gonna get it soon or i will start shouting like hell. NO LAHH. im not king kong okays! so after collecting my skirt. went to buy another shoe. i find i have a weird leg. ITS HUGE for my size. oohh. that reminds me of school socks. OH DEAR. must we really wear them. HAHAHS then went home. started packing my room computer table and the outside computer table. and i pack my school bagg.
can someone tell me how excited i am for school to open?
HAHS.
ohh mann. mummy please off the tv. that guy singing suckss.as in real fact lahh.
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THIS ARE THE LIST OF MY ALARM CLOCKS ;
mummy
daddy
mummy's handphone
daddy's handphone
my handphone
alarm clock
eileen wake up call at 6
so if i seriously cant wake up there is really SOMETHING wrong with me.
HAAHAAHS. anyways i slept on the couch again because was watching jason. it was weird cause i still dont understand. OH WELL. im just too slow to understand things. ((: later around 1230pm go collect my altered skirt. hope its still not long. and also not TOO SHORT. pray pray. and arghh. i dont have size 17 uniform. this totally succks. DAMMN IT. oh ya. im planning to buy another school shoe later. HAHAHAHH. well got to stop here now. so BLOG LATER OR WHENEVER.
SUCHASIMPLYLIFEWHICHIALWAYS;WANTT
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2006 BEGAN.
so after that countdown watch the witch movie for awhile. and find it super boring and like dumb. so watch charlie's angel at some indonesia channel. FYI AGAIN. i watch this movie a thousand of times and "fortunately" i have the dvd. DUMB. watch till 2 plus. and i fell asleep on the couch. woke up around 930? something like that. then decided to go down to the tailor. to alter that skirt of mine. tomorrow 1pm collect. i stopped by watson to see some hair products. and all doesnt seem to tempt me to buy. so i walk home. I WAS LIKE. what a rainy day to start 2006! it was a pretty wet day. reach home and i dated my tv finally till 530pm. went to my bro house for dinner. LOADDS OF FOOD CANN. im so putting on weights and eileen will start MAKING NOISE. hahaha.had fun at his house cause i finally got to watch the haunted mansion. i love the head thing which can sing. CALL ME SLOW. cause i know this movie was like centuries ago. left his house around 1050pm and now im home blogging.
around one more day or so till school reopen. kind of fast isnt it? well and FYI AGAINN. my co-form teacher is ms eugenia lim. is scary? HMM. well i dont know. HAHHS..blog soon.
CRUMBLES.
CRUMPLES.
SCRABBLES.
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OKAYS. YEAR 2005
such a wonderful year. full of challenges and stuffs which makes me a better person in one way or another. a year where i cried. a year where by i scream. A YEAR WHERE I BEGAN TO KNOW THE TRUE MEANING OF LIFE. cant believe time passes so fast. its like one minute ago i was a secondary three student and now im soon going to be a secondary four student taking her N-level next year. GOSH. its so fast. TIME DO FLIES. well i dont know much in what i change. but all i know im happy with what i have now. IM CONTENTED WITH ALL THAT I HAVE. not only that it was the YEAR where everyone change classes and where you make new friends. i remembered complaining cause i was chosen to be the chairperson thanks to my CCA-LESS STATUS. but now i find it pretty fun to be one. well it was the nightmare year also. LIKE DUHH. SCHOOL CARNIVAL. argue with class for awhile. and more. HAII. but now ((: ALL THINGS ARE GREAT NOW.
SPECIAL THANKS TO IMPORTANT PEEPS OUT THERE ;
AUDREY TAN - FOR BEING MY PARTNER
CASSANDRA - NIGHT TALKING PARTNER
CRYSTAL - FOR HANGING AROUND WITH ME IN TOWN TILL LATE
EILEEN - WELL !! FOR EVERYTHING I MUST SAY.
ELIM - WHO IM ACTUALLY SCARED OF BUT MAKES ME FEEL SECURE AT TIMES.
LILING - GUESS WHAT. WE DESTROYED OUR HAIR TOGETHER.
LIYING - THANKS FOR BUYING THE SHORTS. PAY YOU WHEN SCHOOL OPEN
NICHOLA - FOR BRINGING TITBITS AND SHARING.
NURUL - I OWE YOU A BIRTHDAY PRESENT.
QUIHAN - THANK GOD FOR YOUR SAGGY-NESS. kidding ((:
RACHEL - MSN CHAT GREATEST PAL.
SUZANNE - FOR EVERYTHING!!!
AND LASTLY FOR THIS TWO GROUPS OF PEOPLE.
FIRM FAMILY AND THE CLIQUES ((:
JUST REMEMBER ;; I LOVE YOU.
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